Things I Wanna Do When Going Back Home

Something happened in the last few days. After contemplating about the meaning of life, I finally rediscovered my purpose of living. I think I lost it somewhere, I can't remember when.

No joking. It's that serious. But I can't tell you. No words could explain it. I don't even plan to write a story or make a film about it. I just want to keep it inside me so that I will always remember it, and I don't have to get through the long exhausting discovery all over again. I got lost. But I found my way out.

So...now I've become more alive after the long contemplation during my one-year study in Australia (Australia is really the place of Hakuna Matata, people always say 'no worries' all the time. I love this country). Thus, I want to list what I want to do when I return to Indonesia after my study.

1. I want to find a settle job. I want to be either a journalist, a linguist, a scriptwriter, an embassy staff, a non-profit organization staff, or a teacher. If possible, I want to be all of them. Then, I want to pay my debt to my parents.

2. I want to learn more about cooking and gardening.

3. I want to learn Arabic, Javanese, and Batak. I want to do a research on these languages. I want to make it my lifetime project.

4. I want to learn more about Al-Qur'an and Al-Hadith.

5. I want to finish my novel

6. I want to write stories for children like Roald Dahl and Dr. Seuss do.

7. I want to do a research on children with language disabilities. If it's not possible, at least I want to help them.

8. I want to participate in some linguistic conferences with my friend, Melody Violine

9. I want to find  a husband and build a family that is sakinah mawaddah warrohmah

10. I want to master chess-playing!!

Those are plans. God decides. So, please help me, God.